"The answer is in the mysterious equations of love.." this is what Prof. Nash said when he was being awarded by the most prestigious award, the Nobel. Now the question comes "what is love?" For me, it dont have any defination. It's beyond our capability to define it exactly. It's subjective too. i have seen people who say "I dont love any one" or "there is nothing like love". I have my condolences for such people who spend their lives unaware of the fact that they do love something which is most precious for them and still never figure out and keep on blowing their triumphant thinking that its cool!
For me, i have been in love thousands of time even in this short span of time. It just happens. But i know whenever i see any beautiful girl and im kinda attracted, its infatuation and not love ;)
But this time i know its not infatuation.. its a lot like love. I'm pretty sure about it because this sweet feeling isnt normal. She is very special to me. However sometimes i feel sad when i face the reality that she is not with me but its due to our inherent instinct. i know that whenever i will meet her for the first time, I can make her feel the way i have always felt for her. on that day, I'm sure, I'll change her world.
Pawan
